{"id":3820,"date":"2016-07-26T21:19:05","date_gmt":"2016-07-26T21:19:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nimsay.blackglass.org\/2016\/07\/26\/too-many-years\/"},"modified":"2016-07-26T21:19:05","modified_gmt":"2016-07-26T21:19:05","slug":"too-many-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/?p=3820","title":{"rendered":"too-many-years"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was going to write a letter to you- the third of many. \u00a0It seems like every year I have to say something. \u00a0I miss you. \u00a0Where are you? \u00a0I miss you. \u00a0What am I really missing?<\/p>\n<p>I suppose I need to pass on to the phase where I really shouldn&#8217;t give a damn. \u00a0I actually don&#8217;t give a damn, but nostalgia has a funny way of creeping up on you right when you least want it. \u00a0Thanks for the memories, but go on ahead and let me regret too. \u00a0The would have&#8217;s. The could have been&#8217;s. \u00a0The what-ifs. \u00a0I know I&#8217;m a different person now, an off shoot of what I imagined myself to be. \u00a0I like me now too. \u00a0But somehow, no matter what I do, I can&#8217;t forget you.<\/p>\n<p>I also can&#8217;t ignore the word: catfish.<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;ll end up being a figment of my imagination. \u00a0The tormented soul with a gift for prose. \u00a0Alive or dead? \u00a0Hope you had fun.<\/p>\n<p>And happy birthday. \u00a0It will be my last gift to you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was going to write a letter to you- the third of many. \u00a0It seems like every year I have to say something. \u00a0I miss you. \u00a0Where are you? \u00a0I miss you. \u00a0What am I really missing? I suppose I need to pass on to the phase where I really shouldn&#8217;t give a damn. \u00a0I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3820","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3820","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3820"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3820\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3820"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3820"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3820"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}