{"id":2958,"date":"2013-01-16T18:35:39","date_gmt":"2013-01-16T18:35:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nimsay.blackglass.org\/2013\/01\/16\/attempting-to-remain-disabled\/"},"modified":"2013-01-16T18:35:39","modified_gmt":"2013-01-16T18:35:39","slug":"attempting-to-remain-disabled","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/?p=2958","title":{"rendered":"attempting-to-remain-disabled"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>Whoosh<\/i>!<\/p>\n<p>This flurry of orangish-red smoke fluttered out of the controller for my scooter minutes after L had connected it for me.  Story of my life!<\/p>\n<p>My heart seemed to plunge into the recesses of my stomach as D raced my scooter out of the house, tendrils of smoke following after him.  The door closed and they let it cool off.  Meantime I&#8217;m lying on the couch freaking out.  My pseudo legs died.  They were burning out in the cold, and I&#8217;m wondering how I&#8217;m going to move.  How am I getting to work!  They just laid off two people.  Would I be next?<\/p>\n<p>Since December my scooter has been on the fritz.  It would stall going forward, but reverse worked like a charm.  I&#8217;ve become the queen of backwards, edging around corners and parallel parking like Evil Knieval.  I&#8217;m that good!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve replaced the cable, the wig wam, and moved on to the motherboard of scooters.  Insurance doesn&#8217;t care that I need to work.  They require three days to make a decision, and so far my request for a rental has been met with a denial.  So, I&#8217;ve taken to fixing things myself.  That was until yesterday and the adventure with the sparking controller.<\/p>\n<p>Fortunately, the fire was internal.  My old, spazzy controller is back where it belongs, but it&#8217;s begun to rattle in reverse.  The replacement controller did that too.  I&#8217;m probably sitting on a ticking time bomb.  But I have to got to work.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m disabled and my artificial legs are dying, but I&#8217;ll still go to work because I refuse to live in absolute poverty due to government requirements.  I&#8217;ll keep trucking along till that rental is approved and I get word that my new scooter is on the way.  If medicaid approves it.  If it&#8217;s not too expensive to cover the difference.  Because, damn it, I need to work!<\/p>\n<p>I will of course now stop messing with scooter repairs.  The billowing smoke clouds that erupted from my baby will forever marr my memories.  That and the smell.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Whoosh! This flurry of orangish-red smoke fluttered out of the controller for my scooter minutes after L had connected it for me. Story of my life! My heart seemed to plunge into the recesses of my stomach as D raced my scooter out of the house, tendrils of smoke following after him. The door closed [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2958","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2958","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2958"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2958\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2958"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2958"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2958"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}