{"id":2313,"date":"2004-08-06T20:41:13","date_gmt":"2004-08-06T20:41:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nimsay.blackglass.org\/2004\/08\/06\/post-anxiety-stress-what-the\/"},"modified":"2004-08-06T20:41:13","modified_gmt":"2004-08-06T20:41:13","slug":"post-anxiety-stress-what-the","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/?p=2313","title":{"rendered":"post-anxiety-stress-what-the"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I went into the bar this time very cool and composed.  I mean I&#8217;ve seen this all before.  Twice.  The first two days were not so bad, and the MPT actually dealt with copyright law, so barring the fact that I ran out of time because I *had* to take a break and didn&#8217;t ask for this accomodation beforehand (grr, argh), twas alright.  I just had the shortest conclusion ever.<br \/>\nLet&#8217;s not talk about Day 3.<br \/>\nThe thing is, I&#8217;m haunted by this experience.  It was the third time.  I&#8217;m seeing it as strike 3 instead of 3rd times the charm.  I&#8217;ve had horrible anxiety all week, and I&#8217;m wondering if maybe instead of looking for volunteer clerkships that maybe I should look for something else.<br \/>\nGranted, I felt fine after the test, but I want to forget now.  I don&#8217;t even know when in November we get our results.  It&#8217;s the fact that we get them that annoys me.  Avoidance is key, yes?<br \/>\nI WANT TO PASS THE FRIKKIN BAR!!!  And please, no JFK, Jr. stories or I will have to hunt you down, hang you upside down by your toes, and play Britney Spears till your ears bleed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went into the bar this time very cool and composed. I mean I&#8217;ve seen this all before. Twice. The first two days were not so bad, and the MPT actually dealt with copyright law, so barring the fact that I ran out of time because I *had* to take a break and didn&#8217;t ask [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2313","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2313","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2313"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2313\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blackglass.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}